It's been ages since I last blog. I suppose Sze Accessories has indeed managed to take over my life again. As usual..."work" always dominates us if we're not careful enough to take time off and reflect on things that really matter or for the matter, people who really matter. You get my chatter?
Just being a bit melancholic today. I've managed to suppress my feelings and keep my tear ducts from spilling those glistering droplets thusfar (but it's so unhealthy to keep them all in) so I'm going to let it (bit by bit) out here. Maybe this blogging will help release the angst that makes me want to scream at the top of my lungs on a mountain top. And I just might! The Peak tram is just a few MTR stops from here but that might just attract unnecessary attention.
Google the bolded words and you'll know I'm back where I said I won't visit for a long time (as there are so many other place in the world to see, right?)...but, not even six months later, I am back here again. Never say never... just like I never wanted to wear a tube gown for my wedding...but guess what? Never say never...Lesson No. 537 in the book of life.
But circumstances have a way of making us end up in a place we never thought we would or in my case, want to be in. Life takes over, takes centre stage and EVERYTHING else falls into second or even the last place. Life has such a weird way of unfolding. One day you're elated over a dream come true, the next day a life changing news makes all things seem so insignificant. Still the world turns round and round on it's axel in a little w_ _ _d of it's own while mine does a mind boggling spin. Feels like I'm in one of those huge transparent life size balls in the water park that people climb in to attempt being a hamster. I actually wouldn't mind being one right now. Sigh... those silly hamsters!
But thank God...literally, I've got Him to keep my sane. Give me peace of heart and mind to weather this stormy tide. I know I am not alone. Neither am I the first person on earth to experience this. Nonetheless, the pain makes reality seem like a dream (nightmare actually). But that's just life...people come and go. Being born means, you're definitely going one day. It's inevitable. Unavoidable. But must it be so d*** ******g unbearable!? Apparently, so!
And so, this blog has served it's purpose here on earth by being an avenue for me to rant endlessly without a clue as to how to tell you what I actually wanted to say since I laid my little fingers on the key board...and... that is... that ...I desperately need your prayer for a miracle, as my uncle whom I am visiting in Hong Kong right now, is very sick with stomach cancer. I believe in God, I know the God that made this universe can heal and I know He ALWAYS answers my prayers. But for now, I am just not certain as to whether it's yes or no. It's still a long, lingering- "maybe".
ARGH!!! So, all I can say is, more than your votes, I covet your prayers.
Like seriously!
Encouragements from my friends:-
Charissa Tan
Wait for the Lord; be strong take heart and wait for the Lord. (Psalm 27:14)
Charissa Tan
The Lord himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged. (Deuteronomy 31:8)
David Hung
Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified, do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go. (Joshua1:9)
Sunday, November 29, 2009
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Sze Yoong,sorry for my poor english,even we know each others(few week only),BUT i really can feel your heart,as u so care abt ur uncle....health,salvation..etc,what i want to say is,if u feel lonely,dun worry,we all support u,if u feel unsecure,dun worry,our god is mighty god,if u feel faithless,dun worry,god not like "Aladdin" to answer all our prayer,BUT he like our father,give all good thing for us.........just rely on HIM,just wait upon HIM,just experince HIM!
David
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